met up with the singtel grp 2dae.. went to de coder’s cafe but we gt no mood to settle down over there.. the place is really small and super no feel.. =X headed over to MindCafe.. bigger place and nicer environment.. gt quite a number of pple playing there.. played a few games.. FUN LOH!! haha.. din expect board games to be tat entertaining.. i love the road building game and also Sequence. din have much time to try more games coz we arrive there late too.. must definitely go there again! =D

can check them out!
http://www.themindcafe.com.sg/index.php

dun feel like blogging abt wad happens after gg to MindCafe.. dun ask me y.. NO WHY.

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i dunno am i getting rather emotional these days.. wad are true frenz? wad are close frenz? does frenz tat tok to u abt everything under the sun means close? ans is NO. in fact that might be jus the surface only. as wad a fren jus told me.. “socializing skills only” so true.. so wad is the definition of close? i’m starting not to understand its meaning.. actually i felt this kind of feeling long ago.. its jus tat i dun wanna face it.. dun wanna admit.. its jus like a relationship.. always 1-sided..

i hate the feeling of being left alone when physically i am not.. i seriously detest it!
so y does god always make it happens?

was toking to this fren in msn.. i think wad he said is all very true loh!

“we feel empty within
we think we r contented with our lifes
in actual fact we r still searching for a belonging”

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“interaction is just a facet
on e surface
like wat u said u felt…
in other words…socialisation skills only”

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“gals r so called sisters
yet…one realised tat she knws nothing bt e other
everything is a facet
as long as u dun open up urself
others will only show u e surface”
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i realize.. even if u were to opened up urself to frenz.. maybe they din even open themselves to you. how pathetic can tat be. u will think tat “yeah we are close” but in fact u aren’t.

was toking and toking to this fren.. and i realise.. even issues regarding our family also similar! next time i gt any sad things can tok to him le! hope he wun find me irritating and wasting his time ba..

sighz.. wads happening to me? y am i typing all these? even i also cant understand myself liao..

i’m jus feeling super lousy right nw!
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-Li Ling-